NO.122 About the motivation and purpose of my actions. And my thoughts on diplomatic negotiations. ・・・ Theme label: About the motivation and purpose of my actions,My thoughts on diplomatic negotiations
No cancer was found in a medical medical examination on 1 October. I am 60 years old now. I want to get married and have kids. This is the last and only purpose of my life. If it becomes clear that my realization of this purpose is impossible, I will lose the power of the spirit to live on. Therefore, I am afraid of getting cancer. I am afraid that I lost my fertility and can no longer have children because of cancer.
I don't know if I'm maintaining fertility at the moment. I decided to refuse cancer treatment that lost fertility. I think I will choose to put a period in my life when it becomes clear that it is hopeless to have a child. I think active suicide would not choose. For my ideological reasons.
I am willing to do retaliation. It is not active retaliation.
The following is my personal subjectivity. I choose action according to my subjectivity.
I have had many enemies in my life so far. I have been blocked …